Monday, November 14, 2011
The Me Book
This morning, Hubby, bonus boy, and I worked on his "all about me book." This activity was emotional for me and I cannot figure out why. It just tore me up to see those baby pictures with bonus boy and his mom. I don't know why. When it comes to my bonus children, I get that I am NOT Mom. I WILL NOT replace Mom. Maybe it's all a reminder of the life that was before (and after. . since Hubby and I were high school sweet hearts) me. I don't know. I feel like such a nut case at times. I want to do the right thing for these kiddos and I know that means being strong!