Well bonus child 1 and 2 are going to have a new brother or sister, but not in our household. I should be happy for their Mom and for them but the reality is, I'm not. My first thought was why her? Why does she get to be a Mom again? Not too cool of me, right? I recognize this is not such good thinking on my part and that I really just need to put my big girl pants on. .which, by the way, I will be doing right after I am done throwing my tempertantrum. Being envious can turn the most even keeled folks into someone they don't recognize.