Wednesday, October 24, 2007
To Old Friends. . . .
I found out on Monday night that an old (as in about 11 years ago) boyfriend of mine was killed. I'm having a rough time with this and I'm not sure why. That probably sounds mean or cruel. What I mean is that I haven't even spoken to this person in about 11 or 10 years. I have pictures that were from the time we (briefly) dated and fond memories of our time together, but I'm not sure why it's affecting me the way that it is. I think it's because we drifted apart. There was never a clear ending to our friendship. I have other friends from the past that this happened with too. Mainly because I am significantly different from who I was in high school. I feel like I NEED to connect with all these people so that, at best, I have some form of closure. . . . . .